it's been a while since I've done anything here... I felt like I needed to blow the dust off a bit. I'm still going to Rio Hondo, still love it compared to high school. Having fun and having emotional twists. I've been trying to find my way through life but it's been difficult, so many choices and so many different ways to succeed or fail. With this semester I have found that I learn best by doing, I am getting good grades in both of my activity classes (beginner fire arms and Theater stage craft). I'm planning on asking a good family friend to teach me how to weld.

My emotions have been weird, ups and downs, and now I feel slightly numb, but that may be because it's late. I thought I had a chance to have a girlfriend but after spending time with her and her mother I realized that her and her family are a bit psychotic. I've heard of being brought up old school where she won't go on a date with you unless you ask her father/mother, but she was brought up so old school that her mother goes EVERYWHERE with her, even to school. So I figured to be friends with her would be a better choice. That and she is not the smartest person in the world, I would be physically and mentally bored as hell with her. Sometimes I think that the only people who like me are the people with some really bad psychological problems. One girl that wanted to be with me was and is still married -_-. So I'm gonna stop trying to be with someone and try to be a kid for as long as I still can.

I have been playing World of Warcraft (more like World of WarCRACK) a lot lately, that's where most of my time is consumed aside from school and school related things.

So that pretty much wraps up my update

yay, I'm officially 18 today, so now I can vote and be held accountable for my own actions ^_^

I was out driving today and there were fires in Anaheim (I live in Whittier) and while I was driving I looked up and the smoke from the fires cause the sun to turn am almost blood red, which was cool but very eerie. Especially when it reflected off of the cars because the light threw off a yellowish color and it made everything look very surreal. I prolly would have thought it was cooler, but wild fires really freak me out. I do wish I had a camera to take a picture of the sun with, but I didn't; if one of my friends got a picture 'll try and post it.

well, I have discovered a new hobby for me, Calligraphy. it's REALLY fun and I can do it better than anything else artistic. If you would like me to do anything in calligraphy just ask, and I may do it. I'm asking this because I want to do it butam running short on ideas. I'm not doing commissions.

I'm back home in the US, I didn't get any pictures because I didn't have my camera but my step dad did, so go check his stuff out at [link]